saddening... hais!

hello everyone.
i am blogging again. haha. isnt this good? everyday got new blog post. anyway today has been a bad day for me. really bad. firstly in the morning, we received our geography marks back. i got 36/50 for the SA2 paper and 13/20 for my poster. both were very lousy ok. like esp for the poster. haha. for the SA2 paper, i realised i really cant do geography. it like alot of my question get 1 mark only. not even 2 la. haha. its quite sad for it but still who cares. i can say good bye to geography for ever and ever and ever.

next was science. got back overall for it. i got 78/100 which is very low considering ALOT of ppl beat me. wait i am not a nerd or kiasu freak. but still i deproved from last term and if i am not wrong my overall for science, the whole year, is 74/100. haha! 1 more mark?! anyway after that we watched constantine. surprisingly ms qiu enjoys it. haha. considering that demure look of hers. haha. anyway after recess mdm ng disappointed us by NOT returning us our maths paper. but she said i did well so yay-ness for me! its like finally la.

however, the killa came just after her period. LE!!!! argh. david chen asked me to give out the comprehension paper to the class. seeing how lousy we did, i got really scared. then after giving out yu fan's paper, i got even more scared until finally i saw my paper. my heart literally dropped la! i got a freaking 10/25!!! f la! its like fail plus super low! ALOT and i mean ALOT of ppl beat me ok. ppl who shldn't did. looks like i deproved MASSIVELY! i had hell lot of errors and watever shit. super sad can! LE is something i am supposed to do well but yet... hais. summary was still quite OK for me but ALOT of ppl beat me once more. i got a 19/25. so whoever reads this you can go gloat at me! (:

its really disappointing la. like totally. LE is a must score for me because HCL and maths are harder to score for me. but yet i am still doin like shit! wats worse is bitches like YX, WK, DO, ZY and confirm many more will gloat at me! argh. u know how much i hate it. looks like the phrase "the higher u climb, the harder u fall" is really true. i keep telling myself that " look martin. nobody is perfect, everyone makes mistakes and have to be overtaken by others once in a while. the key to success is to be able to stand up from ur fall and work harder. dun let pass failures affect you. instead, learn from it and forget bout them afterwards. like this, you can beat ppl who once mock at you." i know this sounds bitchy and all but no choice. gotta self-motivate. hais LE, LE, LE.

anyways after school met up wif tai sheng, luke, alistair and i think its garald. ya we went to eat then left for 8Q SAM. haha. cool place. apparently we got lost and started to walk here and there. it was freaking tiring and long la. we stopped at raffles place then walked to VCH then to supreme court then to nearing funan and finally at city hall we realised we should go to bugis instead so we had to change to bugis and walk a long way till we reahed SAM but found out it was 8Q SAM. haha. yeah so apparently we came late and got a mild chiding from pearl THUMB. then jasmine malimala suprimaniam took out her attendance list and started marking attendance. it was damn funny la. she was like " name!" then i replied " martin". "class!", "2-8". then she said " LATE!" super funnily in those diao voice but was laughing to herself also. haha. this went on for all 5 of us la. damn hilarious! ya so we left for the guide and i realised geraldine cheang left the sch to come and be a guide! haha. so cool la. she is still so chic and hip and sexy. whoops!

the theme for the art exhibitions was "school". it was damn nice and impressive. there were many different impressions of "school" done by various singaporean artist. damn beautiful. i cant elaborate much due to copy right purposes but i will TRY to post at least 1 or 2 picture of it for all to see. cant post all due to copy right purposes again. haha. yeah so after seeing the nice and amazing exhibits, we went back to the conference room to do a little hands-on. this hands-on requires us to vandalise the notebook given to us. it is an empty one and they gave us a lot of decorations. so we had 45 mins. i found rather beautiful (like DUH) and tai sheng's one very cute. haha. will post pictures of it when i can get my hands on them. haha.

ya so after that went home. anyway i guess i have sorted out everything clearly. wat everyone told me was true la. thanks to those for the advices! i think i will take pure hist and elect e.lit. for my sciences i am still unclear. MOST likely bio/chem. yep. pray i made the right choice. so i will post all the pictures i owe u all up when i get them and i will try to calm myself down and get over it. YOU CAN DO IT MARTIN! (: