my emo period has struck

i believe everyone has their own emo periods. i am of course no exception. it is just that now i decided to blog it down. every monday, it will be my emo day. i would have mixed feelings of happiness, sadness, scared, worried, scarred and all sorts. it is always because of my cello teacher. i know i may sound stupid by saying so but until u witness and feel his full wrath, u will not understand how i am currently feeling now. it is just so ...
so u see. my cello teacher is a very impatient guy. he has lots of bad points and very little good ones. he loves to strike fear into ppl's hearts and is a big sadist. by seeing ppl suffering and crying for in torment, he will be super happy and joyous. it is just him for u. but wat can i do only just lay back and suffer under his palms for another 3 more years. hopefully by then this cello teacher of mine would just disappear out of my life.
perhaps i know i cant take his scoldings. but that is just me. think bout it, if i cant take his scoldings, why would i still be in this cca seeing that stupid face of his? i love cello, i love co, i love the students and teacher-in-charge. but the only thing i hate is just HIM. it is that kind of feeling.
i just hope that god would give me the strength and the courage to face him and to be another his palm for another 3 years. hope i would be protected and kept safe. i seriously wish too, that i would just be more tolerant and just persevere and dun care bout wat he says, wat he do and wat ever nonsense.
i will get better i know. i will post something better and niceer and brighter after i get out of this week's practise. pls everyone reading this, i am not an emo person and i hope u wont get to know this jerk. haha. so long ppl!